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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

firstly,
THANK YOU A LOT OZY!
xD

OMG OMG OMG!
i can't believe i totally FORGOT tiong peng's birthday last thurs!!!
Oh my freaking god!!!
tiong peng!!
so sry!
>.<
gomenasai.
=x

HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHAY to TIONG PENG~!!!!

are s'porean youths politically apathetic?
=x
lols.
watching the arena now.
i must improve my pathetic english!!!
>.<>.<

yay! got selected for ogl!
whees~
xD

at last i have decided to take h2 phy and h1 chem.
do NOT do your propaganda in front of me again.
for i fear that i will be indecisive once again and put my neck in danger.
=x
zhuzhu, u noe what u said.

wahh.
now watching the arena.
hwa zhong n RI powerful sia.
interesting debate.
xD
hahas.

ohhh~how i love lit.
=x

bball!
gotta jian fei le.
=x
watched a tyra banks show on chnl5 today,
say children, younger than 12, are so conscious of their ownself and appearance.
they think that their tighs and stomach are fat and stuffs and thinks that by looking skinnier makes them happy.
what kind of mindset is that?
oh man.
plus their ages are like only SINGLE DIGIT.
i can count their age with my fingers!
and now they already have loe self-esteem and even eating disorder?!
what is this world coming to?
=x

oh well.
tink i will go and revise my summation of series and back to my debate.
gna have phy test this thurs.
sighs.
toodles~

miss deariex and weber kor!
hope u score well for ur a lvl.
will pray hard for u when results released on fri!
stupid commander dun release u.
=X

uhzuhzuhzuhzuhzuhzuhzuhzuhzuhz
=)

Friday, February 23, 2007

yay!
i am tired.
=.=
today pe was tiring.
had to run up n down de school for 6 rounds.
dno who many decades nvr run le.
suddenly needa run so much.
rusty sia.
tmr leg cfm get muscle ache de.
dno still can dance anot.
=x
LOL!

dun feel like blogging much today.
suddenly feel like doing lots and lots of exercise.
i am weird.
=.=

read my previous posts.
feel bad that i scolded so harshly to my bro.
sorry.
but he kinda deserve it as well.
=x
LOL!
oh well.
shall be more understanding nxt time.
=x

oh yah
maths test today
hahas.
kenneth sia.
lols.
dno what to say.
hahas.
but hope that i wun score badly.
=x

lazy to blog further.
byeees!

zhuzhu.
thanks for pei-ing me today!
xD

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

last night did some self reflections.
came up with three must do stuffs.
unfortunately,
i forgot one of em when i was recapping,
so here are the remaining two:
1. shall keep comments to myself
&
2. shall think thrice before commenting.
=)
this will train my mindfulness somehow.
oh yah.
nida train on my concentration too.

dun wna talk abt sch today.
except that during gp,
watched enemy of the state casting will smith.
super nice!!!
but no time to watch finish.
>.<
exciting part!
=x

oh yah!
played tennis with farhanah, hui jie n weiling during break today.
so fun!
xD
baddie farhanah, pon malay.
=x
but enjoyed it alot.
so it was worth it.
=D
nxt time lets play squash!
x)

feel like running today.
on the track.
dno what's wrong with me,
cux i dont really like to run.
unless i feel like it.
=x

aft sch had to wait for zhuzhu.
WOLS lors.
=x
went to eat.
den went j8 see my comic!
so sad havent published yet.
sighhs.
waiting so long for it.
=(
saw cindy phua and ALAN!
hahas.
in the end,
i was de one who pei-ed zhuzhu to buy the necessarry stuffs.
lols!

tired today.
tmr wna go sch earlier to chiong maths.
=x
i must be a maths maniac.
=D

oh well.
have to slp earlier!
toodles~

p.s zhuzhu, go cut hair!xD

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

some things are just not meant to be said.......................................................................................
love deariex loads!xD


HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!
rahhs.
today went to friends' house.
is like 3 familes went to each of their houses.
take turns lors.
went yishun there first.
hahas.
ate lunch.
den came chao chu kang-su shan's house.
played bball.
wahahahas.
super fun.
played under the rain.
but it stopped eventually.
had to exercise.
ate too much.
honestly!
for the past few days.
i have been eating non stop.
for every house i visited,
i will at LEAST taste their pineapple tart.
oh my gosh!
so u can imagine how many pineapple tarts i've eaten.
and how many thousands of calories i have gained!!!
how freaking sinful!!!
so i've decided,
to become a vegetarian.
or not eat if can.
for the next few days.
=x
but with all de cny goodies at home.
it's just so hard to resist the temptations.
>.<

lazy to post pics up.
took alot pics.
mostly zi lian ones.
=x
hahas.
will post em up nxt time.(not my zi lian pics lar.so diu lian.-.-)
lols!

sch is reopening tmr!!!
gotta mug liao.
tmr still got co till quite late.
oh well.
gotta face it sooner or later.

cant stand my bro.
humji kia.
=x
RAHHHS!
and epic movie is crap lors.
nonsense show.
=x

gotta go change blogskin le.
toddles!

zhuzhu.
=p

Saturday, February 17, 2007

here are some photos taken.
ahahahas.
yay! next time there will be more pics posted up le.
=)
0728 girls!
w/o farhanah. =(
farhanah! where are u~?=x




saw this on my sch's ispace table.
is this vandalism or declaration of love?
this name is my friend's sister's name.
so qiao sia.
=D


zhou xueting(from suzhou) and my sis!
in the background is my daddy!xD
love em to bits.



saw these two clocks in a shop in citylink.
super cool lehs.
like it alot
=)

i wna buy this cap!
saw it in 77 street in far east plaza.
nice lors.
=D


couple cup. coffee, tea, or me?xD



our class new gambling den. x)


happy chinese new year peeps!
xD
enjoy ur hols!
hahas.

getting addicted to the song 专属天使 by tank.
so nice.
it's mtv also super sweet.
sighhs.
=D

rahhhs.
sian diao.

zhuzhu nvr come online de.
:(
cfm nvr miss me de hor.
=x
LOL!

anyways,
now trying to figure out how to operate my hp.
i noe i am a noob.
ohh well.

ahah!
i shall go join the police force.
=x
LOLS!

yay!
later can eat tuan yuan fan le.
gosh.
im fat.
got loads of chocolate havent eat yet including the packet of KISSES that my angel gave me.
=DD

<3 专属天使
xD
oh.
and you too.
=)

Friday, February 16, 2007

wahh
today super duper tired.
woke up in the morning.
and totally didnt feel like going sch.
but for the sake of being an ogl,
gotta let my ct sign that form,
managed to drag myself to sch.

zhuzhu sorry ps u this morning!
>.<
[crap
nxt half of the post got eaten up AGAIN!
oh well.
maybe it just doesnt want to be shown out.]

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Ninja!
cute right? found it in luo jun's blog.
lols.
forgot to say it ytd.
stupid 'the black rose' shop.
went there twice and it was CLOSED.
walaos.
idiotic.
=x

oh well.
ytd wrote cards till 12am
tiring lehs.
today came sch like santa claus lidatt.
give out presents.
=x

wahh.
just now bronson just called me.
his voice sounds deep when heard in phone.
lols.
dno what to say to him.
=/

what am i about to day?
i ALWAYS forget what i wna blog.
but anyways,
really need help for maths on summation.
totally did not listen to lecture today.
or rather,
dun even feel like studying for the whole of this wk.
i promise that i'll start mugging aft cny and not pon co again aft cny.
=x
LOL!

YAY!
my beloved weber kor just called me.
chatted abt his 8day camp and life in ns.
hahas.
de food sucks there.
and,
how can they let my poor kor go hungry?
he is alrdy so skinny le.
=x
but nevertheless,
i still miss him LOTS!
xD

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO LUO JUN!xD
hope you like ur present!
=)

just learnt that alvin kor's valentine is.....
his COMPUTER.
wow!
-.-
lols.

tmr going tie da again!
i sincerly HOPE that i will not hurt my bloody back again.
wahh
ma fan lehs.
today pe had to RUN.
i run ONE round,
with all the pulling n tugging of peeps.
made me super exhausted and out of breath.
oh mans.
i am so unhealthy.

just know that deariex applied for RJC.
he is SUCH a genius.
and it's near my house!
xD
LOL!
hope that he can get in.
he's really brilliant.

k.
i dno what to say le.
rid is my angel!x)
gave me chocolates but i can't EAT!
>.<

joel!
dun tink too much lars.
just go for it!

oh yah!
THANK YOU BBALL GUYS FOR ALLOWING US TO THROW WATER BOMBS AT YOU PEEPS.
a very gd fa xie fang fa.
lols.

suddenly felt sad this afternoon.
hmms.
but,
managed to give ben ben de rose.
aha!
with the help of LESTER!
=)

hou chiat is a professional love letter writer.
hahas.

<3 my deariex, jamie, hs, dar, WEBER korr, alvin korr, the rest of my korrs, mr panda, shi fu and my beloved OG31 and 0728 and all the peeps that matters to me.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
last of all,
<3 zhuzhu
xD

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

HAPPY 14th month PANDA ANNIVERSARY!!!
tmr is valentine's day!!!
xD
seok wei is asking me why have i decided to stay in ny.
hmms.
dno lehs.
den go aj mehs?
dun tink i can get in lors.
LOL!

gna apply jae thingy later.
staying in ny bahs.

sighs.
dno whether tmr got maths test anot.
shld i study?
=x

now dno what subj combi i wna take.
wth.
confused again.
i wna take h2 chem.
but dno lehs.
scared cnt cope.
i wna excel in something.
-.-

rmbed what i wna blog lers.
if my b3 all is one two marks away from my a2.
i will literally, LITERALLY bang my head on the wall.
LOL!
but,
oh well,
it's over.
a levels more impt.

arghhh!
why korr de 8day camp so long?!?
stupid ns.
=x
i need his advice.
>.<

today totally no mood study.
dun ask me why.
just felt a bit depressed.
pon chem lecture.
or rather,
our class is stuck outside LT4.
=.=
so can't blame us.
=x
ahahahas.

wahh.
daddy just told me.
japan has a chocolate spa.
so cool!
>.<

yay!
submitted my form le.
hais.
stupid zhu zhu.
why havent come online yet.
now cnt msg much le.
den aiyah.
dun care le lars.
=x

so sorry deariex.
didnt go aj.
but must keep in touch kaes?
will always love you.

dno why.
but i suddenly miss zhuzhu terribly.
zzz.
tink my head sot sot today.

go wrap present le.
tatas~

Sunday, February 11, 2007

yay!
i am blogging again.
totally forgot what i wna blog le.
was going to say something abt me being retarded.
LOL!

oh man.
all my itchy hand's fault!
stupid hand go play with my PIN code.
den kna block!
wth!!!

wna go wild wild wet tmr!
maybe can meet until deariex.
xD

zhuzhu.
such a cute name.
doesnt fit lehs.
=x
hahas.
but nevertheless,
it's still useable.

came online just for zhuzhu lehs.
must be gan dong.

super tired.
>.<
cux i forget what i wna blog le.
which is kinda retarded.
oh well.
nites!

shit!
i suddenly rmbed what i was abt to say.
and i forgot AGAIN!
WTH~

Saturday, February 10, 2007

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MUMMY~!
i really hope i didnt disappoint her with my results.

sighs.
got back my pathetic results ytd.
althou i sorta expected it,
but,
still abit disappointed.
that kind of shit results.
nvms.
at least it's my favourite no.
and same as weber kor's result.
oh well.
if my maths nvr get A1s,
i will literally jump of the building.
lols.
den u guys shall say sayonara to me forever.
LOL!

i noe it's bad to compare,
cux i will only get demoralised,
BUT,
i can't help it.
so many of my class peeps got such good results.
sighs.
i feel lousy.
=x
althou joel was like telling me not to.

nevertheless,
i am still super happy for my deariex.
xD
he's topped amkss lehs.
super duper pro guy.
his hard work paid off!
soon, i will get to see gabriel leow shao hui in gold on the board in the hall.
LOVE HIM TO BITS!
xD

shld i go aj?
=x
but im like at de borderline.
plus so many peeps with much better results will be going into aj.
so i presume that the standard will be much higher.
arghh.
damn it.
=.=

when i got my results.
first person i called was..
aiya,
he know who he is.
see lars.
when bronson called,
i totally like brokedown.
LOL.
mrs ismail was consoling me said my results weren't so bad and she tot that i've failed or something when she looked at my expression.

stupid greg!
get so gd results.
-.-

dar.
tink u still can go in sajc lars.
dun worry too much.


mr panda.what's ur prob?

jamie!
dun be sad kaes?i will always be here for you!

sohee.
ur results not bad le lors. dun cry later ahem will heart pain lehs. =x

so now im like oscillating btwn aj n ny.
sinful me.

okay. lets get this stupid result thing over.
anyways it has alrdy been released.
what more can i do?
lols.

so went to watch THE ONE finals ytd.
me and sohee were commenting on the singing for every contestant ytd.
-.-
lols!
hahas.
but it's de fact mahs on what we said.
some peeps chose the wrong song,
sang using wrong resinance.
but overall,
it was okay.
liked poh boon's singing,
hahas.
de 2nd fei yu ching.
wahahahas.
zhen yi's voice was nice n clear.
i liked hers too.
in MY opinion,
tink poh boon shld win.
but oh well,
it's nit my choice anyways.
hahas.
the champion isnt that bad either.
but it's just not my taste.
=.=
group category was not as good.
solos are better.
probably beause grp singing is much more difficult.
cux u nida blend in de voices and stuffs.
and the choice of the song may not be suitable.

the critics of the judges may seem harsh.
but these are facts.
HOWEVER,
which sickening judge wrote YUCKS in de comment?!
no matter how horrible it may be to them,
yucks is DEFINETLY not a nice word to use.
esp in front of so many audience.
as if they can sing super nice lidatt.
-.-
puh-lease
LOL!

my head was literally bursting ytd.
super pain lars.
stupid headache.
plus the peeps around me(except sohee) kept on screaming like there's no tmr added on to my already painful head n made it even worst.
oh yah,
not to mention that i was freezing inside LT4.
n uncle zhi hao is useless in a sense that he wore jeans n long sleeve shirt and he was still complaining cold.
=.=

saw nat!
that guy in de jue dui superstar.
hahas.
his voice rawks big time.
he singing is super nice.
and the two songs that he sang were my favourite ones too.
xD
plus his jeans were super nice.

oh yah!
this reminds me.
went far east to shop with my family.
pass by this shop whereby they sell those kinda shoes(i forgot what is it called)obviously meant for guys.
i am so ENVIOUS.
gorgeous shoes lars.
i also wna wear.
>.<
but it's more suitable for guys lars.
i am going totally green with envy.
plus i saw this shop with a variety of colours of tank tops.
ranging from dull to bright ones.
oh my gosh.
i love de WHOLE variety in an instand.
the colours were totally magnificient.
=x
i wna buy de whole lot n keep it in my cupboard~!
=x
hahas.

wore contacts ytd.
alot peeps ask me why i wear.
and that i was told that i look better with specs.
oh well.
at least i can use my 'valid' excuse that i woke up in de morning n accidentally stepped on my specs therefore i had to wear contacts or else i will be a blind woman and go ard knocking onto ppl.
LOL!
had a hard time taking off my contacts at night.
-.-

a big thanks to those peeps that consoled me.
love you guys!
=D

oh yah.
thanks for pei-ing me ytd.
i know u will know who i am talking abt.
=x

gotta complain abt my bro AGAIN.
what's his prob?
he cut here cut there and his hair style is like always de same kind.
told him that he's hiar is already of a hopeless shape n told him to cut short but he refused to do so.
he tinks that his short hair looks ugly.
i'll tell u what is ugly,
it's his pathetic long hair which makes him look retarded.
i told him like a million times and he just refuses to listen.
vomitting blood at de moment.
-.-

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

[for your info, i am retyping this cus half of my post disappeared mysteriously. super idiotic.]
my bro's back from tuition and he's super noisy n irritating again.
complaining abt his super short pe pants.
he so deserve a tight slap from me.
=.=

hmms.
so i am dead beat.
but i still come here blog.
see i so wei da.
=x
LOL!

waiting for him to come online.
wna talk to him.
because,
this is de only way i can chat with him for now.
...
sighs.
and he isnt online now~!
darn it.

jamie called me early in de morning n told me she n hs coming to crash ny.
yippe!
hahas.
so had to meet up with em.
was late for sch.
but oh well.
supposed to be their tour guide.
but couldnt be a full time one.
cux i had lessons on.
shucks.
suddenly rmbed i need to take back collar badges from em!
>.<
jamie took lots of pics!
hahas.

deciding if i should join dance.
my back is like hopeless now.
-.-
went for dance meeting before going co.
SORRY SOHEE FOR LETTING YOU WAIT!
>.<
today is combined prac.
so i am suppose to play de xylophone(pardon me if i spelled it wrongly) ALONE.
what's worst is i nvr hear de song before.
so i'm like blur.
plus it's a new environment to me.
nvr attended full co prac before.
and,
there is only one xylophone which is mine.
-.-
so it's something like solo.
and i am like HUH?
lols.
i was nervous lars.
more of scared thou.
althou got help from seniors(luo jun and yu.....shucks. forgot what's his name=x)
but no sense of security
need someone to be beside me.
had to rely on ppl sia.
sighs.
oh man.
i shouldn't rely on peeps anymore.
i shld be an independent state.
lols.
so sorry luo jun.
it's not that i am not willing to join co.
it's because of VARIOUS reasons.
so be a kind senior and understand(not try to but MUST) how am i feeling.
=x

mind in a stae of confusion.
super luan lars.
dno shld i stay in ny.
shld i join dance.
sigh.
cannot think now.
can't organise my thoughts either.
all in a big mess.

so left early today.
co was suppose to end at 7.30 but left ard 5
went with luo jun mahs.
dun have him i can literally DIE in de room.
LOLS.
went to same bus stp as him.
saw my 58 bus ran away before my eyes.
too lazy to chase or even walk faster.
i did not regret not chasing de bus anyway.
so two 105 buses went b4 another 58 bus came.
therefore in a sense,
i pei luo jun wait for his bus lehs.
hahas.
gan dong mahs?
lols.

oh yah!
saw de chi deco at the drum there.
super nice.
cool red colour lehs.
like chi wedding lidatt.
hahas.
oh yah.
hs n jamie were like saying our sch design very nice.
esp the drum that part.

he still isnt online yet!
saddening.
saw his loads of time last fri.
hahas.
but he doesnt know how i look like.
so he always walks pass me althou we are so near to each other.
oh well.

it's 10.30 already!!!
i wna go slp le lehs.
nites!

if i lay here,
if i just lay here.
won't you stay with me and just forget the world?

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

woohooo.
finally online again.
discovered that not being online saves ALOT of my time.
VDAE is coming!!!
and i have no plans at all.
=x
hahas.
results released on 9 feb.
my mummy's birthday on that day too!!!
i planning to give my results as her present.
oh man.
hope that i can score well.
and hope that de principal wont talk loads of crap b4 we get back our results unless he wants us to suffer from severe nervous breakdown.
oh mans.
damn tired.

still have to do gp thingy de editing.
and LUO JUN still say it's fun.
=.=
oh mans.
the one tickets sold out le.
super sad
trying to ask from bball guys.
BRONSON MUST SAVE ME!

hahas.
mans.
i wna crash ajc.
i tink aft a million years,
i still havent crash aj yet lars.
-.-

oh yah!
the suzhou girl came my house today.
for xchange programme.
hahas.
cool.
she's pri6.
quite pretty.
tall and skinny.
she has this healthy glow and red cheeks.
super adore her red cheeks.
her name's zhou xueting.
hahas.
her chi words are super gorgeous.
shall take a pic and post it up nxt time.
hahas.

anyways,
dno why,
i feel like running.
althou i absolutely detest running.
-.-
saw vic training in gym today.
was shoacked.
=x

forgot what i wna say le.
=.=


oh yah!
got thru dance auditions.
but given my back conditions,
i wun be able to dance.
for now.
sian diao.
=.=